“Should not exist”: Part 1

Should not exist.
Saved
Then damned by sex.
Should not exist
Too much
Enraptured by logic
Should not exist.
Broken memory
Unable to forget
Should not exist
“Just move on”
"just smile”
Should not exist.

Platonic form adored

Reality - lock her up

Should not exist.
Real person
Not dolly
Take each “should not exist”
Give hard Paddington stare
Cause your exist

Is somebody else's hope
Is a space for future

is warrior

Should not exist.

Grew in cracks
Survived fires
Always riser
No matter
How harsh the blow
Exist
Forgive
Currencies of shame
That bought you one more night
Forgive
The parts of you
Made tough to survive
Forgive
The self you don’t know
Too busy with battle
To make a home

Pehiw W2022