Monday, August 11, 2025

Embodied sensory research: Gitchi Kami and working accross time and space

Preparing the rabbit yarn

This is my experiential and creative response to Johann Kohl's book "Gitchi Kami" published in1860. Kohl was a German travel writer and ethnographer who was fascinated by maps and how cartography impacted movements, economics and trade. While he is a European of his time, his book is an excellent resource for a number of reasons. Firstly Kohl was well travelled and educated. When he compares the Anishinaabe ways his comparisons are often to peasants in other countries or to classical people, in that they are a people who exist before civilization. The result is that his analysis is not racist per se - often more classist i.e. he notes the similarity between the Norwegian peasants and Anishnabe folks around their lack of interest in a cash based exchange system. 

He was an excellent observer who provides meticulous details and drawings of what he learnt. As a result, even where he did not understand what things were or where his explanations are wrong or problematic they can be re-interpreted with Indigenous knowledges and contribute to our learning in the present. His personal motto was that there should be no models without observation. He wrote many travel guides and he interacts with a large number of related European intellectuals of the time. Germany was mad for information about First Nations Peoples and his trip was financed to benefit from this interest. 

Kohl lived with the Anishnabe peoples for four months. From the teachings I have been gifted on good protocol Kohl was

Winding the rabbit yarn
mostly culturally appropriate. He learned the good way and build trust which allowed him to gather better information, be gifted with many stories and be included in more intimate spaces, including ceremony. He paid local folk fairly for his care, gave gifts and offerings of tobacco. In my opinion, with knowledge of Indigenous teachings, there are many other possible layers of information to "read" in this text. His observations and interests are very wide from the economic system, the roles of women, the organization of society and policy, values, education, technology, oratory skills, musical notation, numeracy and political questions.

As I sat 175 years later, absorbing this tome and gifted with the teachings of an Elder, I see the strategy, hope and love of the Ancestors to pass on their knowledges. While many folks allowed Kohl to  record the stories and symbols he was shown, but this information was often coded so you could copy but not "read" the information. Isn't that a metaphor? For folks interested in learning more about ceremony, our stories, innovations, this is an excellent source. As an economist I appreciate his  discussion of the economy with real numbers and concrete examples.

Weaving on a picture frame loom
One example in the book speaks to the baby blankets that women would weave from strips of rabbit fur. I decided to try and make one. As I worked I tried to think about the lives of these women: their roles, agency and spirit/kinship economics. Like Wendy-bah's dollies, these baby blankets represent economies where "value" comes from the care, knowledge, stories and love that becomes part of the spirit of the item. 

I began to experiment with some fur scraps I had, garden twine and a picture frame for the loom. For practicality I planned to weave four squares that could be sewn together for the blanket. Using Kohl's description and the knowledge shared in a YouTube series by archaeologist Lynnette Etsitty,  Weaving a rabbit fur blanket - Cleaning yucca fiber (part 1 of 4) - YouTubeI gave it try. It was not always pretty and the squares were not totally successful, but this blanket became a thing of community. My cat Ginger was a faithful companion as I worked. I was accompanied by the many neighbors who stopped by, shared their lives and witnessed the creation. When I needed additional fur, folks in Bear Circle shared what was needed. One of those furs was there at the first Truth and Reconciliation day. I also worked on this project during ceremony to capture the love and intention of community.

Bear Circle Baby
To honor this, the blanket was made for the Bear Circle Doll who is the symbol of our commitment to the future generations. This doll comes to ceremony with me sometimes. To make their transportation easier I made them an urban tikkanogan (baby carrier) which is made out of garbage I found in the Byward Market area, duct tape, leather and sinew. The blanket was gifted to baby at the 2024 Winter Solstice Bear Circle.

This book really changed my ideas about the possibilities of engaging with these older texts written from a European perspective when we have learnt the teachings that allow us to "decode" or recontextualize what was described. This blanket and the technical knowledges to make it challenged me and it isn't the best blanket. I was honoured to work with Indigenous women, across time and space to care for the future of our communities. I can put forward no more eloquent summary of embodied sensory research and the value this approach could provide for our current thinking about economics and making.

Thursday, August 7, 2025

Embodied sensory research: Wendy-bah's dolls and working across generations

Images found here
On the passing of my Auntie Wendy-bah I was entrusted with hundreds of the dolls that are her gift to the people. These dolls embody her philosophy and speak to many Metis ways. Wendy-bah found materials for her creations in what others would discard as garbage. In her own words "Each of these little dolls has been lovingly handcrafted with recycled materials to create something new and wonderful. No two are exactly identical; just as we are all unique, each doll has slight variations in size and colouring, age and style. Each individual doll is different, and reflective of the wonderful diversity of us all."

Frankie 
Her instructions for us were ensure that these dollies and their story got out to the people. I started by sharing some dolls for gifts maybe adding small items or a bit of beading. However, over the years I started adding accessories and Indigenous symbolism as a means of practicing the teachings I had received from the Elders on these matters. I found this time of reflection and intergenerational dialogue helped me to ask different questions of my sources and integrate research at a deeper level. These dolls have gone to babies born in the Bear Circle and as gifts to dignitaries and Elders. The last conversation I had with Wendy-bah, on this side of the rainbow bridge, was about my dream of the grandmothers and the research work I was planning. As we said goodbye she told me, "I have so many ideas for the next time we speak." 

During my sabbatical, when I hoped to write and synthesize my research, I sat in the garden and sewed. I sewed in relationship, in protest and in research. I decided to use some of these dolls to create physical manifestations of my intellectual ancestors and their work, and to make dolls for each Matriarch in my paper. I will post these creations and my thoughts on embodied research but I cannot start that writing without starting with a Ninanaskomowin for Wendy-bah's love and gifts.

Tuesday, December 3, 2024

Changed the rules the very next year

When did it start?
Changed the rules
Very next year

Promised us power
Under stones
Magic incantations
Disrespect
Made superfluous.

There when the planes grounded
When the world stopped
When the greed
Strangling our people…

Geometric dangers
Akshoga* 
What to learn next?
Change the rules?

Indian Time
Surreal survivance
No start
No end.
There when….

Pehiw Wandering 24
* Grandmother in Mohawk

Didn’t seem much

I wanted nice
Simple
Logic
Didn’t seem much

I wanted to help
Make it better
Safe
Didn’t seem much

I wanted respects
Re-con-cilliation
Let ideas speak
Didn’t seem much

I wanted futures
Songs of truth
Seeds of hope
Didn’t seem much

But seams fray
Tattered rags
Made to “civilize”
Not-yet-corpses
Who keep wandering
Who keep wondering
Who refuse to nice.

NanaBjorn Wandering 24

Too dumb to see

Did it
As you set out
Too dumb to see
“Just enjoy the journey”
Really meant
-that’s all you get –

Never allowed to arrive
Unless scape goat needed.

Too dumb to understand
We measured productivity
Built our own chains
Believed the progress
Better to come
-just not for us!

Ghost ridden* 
Those stories
Heavy histories
Too dumb to see
Our existence here
Wounded with the roots of that**

NB W 24

* For some reason my brain almost always replaces gaslighting with ghost riding

** Beyonce and Jay-Z, IDRIS “American Gangster”

Killer with a calculator: Thinking about shame

Why shame so cheap?
Tried to find solutions
Left dem buildings
Left dem binaries
Set some fires
Ripped whole words
Reclaimed body
Rebuilt mind
But still #$*&@ * 

Why shame so heavy?
Tried to run
Tried to fight
Left some folks
Burned them bridges
Hid my tracks
Tested body.
But still #$*&@

Why shame?
Disciplined
Body
Mind
Spirit
But still #$*&@

Aberrant
Anachronistic residue** 
Made savage by modernity
Killer with a calculator
MacBeth
Sings same
Dream same.
still #$*&@

Always #$*&@?
But now
I know!

NanaBjorn Wandering 24

* Jay Z “Story of OJ”

** Rifkin - "Beyond Settler Time"

50 Cent

50 cent
Don’t buy much.
Can’t get work
Gotta take work.
Count yo money
Cause sometimes
21
Under cover 12

We stupid?
Temporal guardians
Gangster orators
O L D school
Economics masterclass?

No MBA
Just glad I aint MIA

Can’t get it to work?
Gotta make it work.
Vandals stole the handles?

Roll up your sleeves
All the hows
Whys
Songs of burdens share.
I text
“Medicines lit”
Fired mine
With the love of circles
Uncomfortable truths.

90 proof. Dip our arrows.
50 cent
Don’t buy much
Can’t get respect
Gotta take respect.
Counting my wealth
But I aint done yet.

Nanabjorn Wandering 24

- Nia’wen to 50 Cent, Bob Dylan, Kayne West, Mark Rifkin, Charles Eastman and the Indigenous holders of our knowledges.