Do you ever have those days when they go exactly opposite from where you intended? I started the morning remembering to sit in silence for a while. To take in my space, my place and breathe. I took this time thinking it was putting me a bit ahead in dealing with the day. Not that it was a bank I would need to break open immediately and spend before I ate breakfast. So kids eh.....?
This happens to me a lot and it makes me feel robbed really. Why can't they let me be a calm benevolent parent? But then maybe I need to try and see it from the other side? I had a moment of peace cause I would need it today. While I want to build up my bank and become this calmer, wiser person who could float over the pressures of the day I needed the extra just to give me the strength to keep slogging through today's floods of weird.